Waiting for his Mission Call....

Michael put in his mission paper a year ago... when he was still dating "HER" well... the bishop told him he wasn't ready to go on a mission yet and that he needed to focus on his spiritual level more and to keep preparing.. well obviously that was such a great thing for Michael to hear. He needed a bit of a shove in the right direction. So now back to the present.. it's been a bout a year and a half and Michael just recently put his mission papers in mmm it's been about 15 weeks now that he's been waiting.. well he's been going to through rough spots.. he's been missing "HER" and wanting her back because they were physical and when he is depressed he tends to want comfort.. well he and I have never had that physical side.. yet.. but I've been here trying to help him. I even went to his house with my best friend around 1 in the morning and left a bag full of his favorite sweets, and a note with the quote of Winnie the Pooh and Christopher Robbin. Just letting him know that I'm here for him no matter what and that even though he's still waiting for his mission call that he's already a missionary and is just soo great! Well that definitely lifted his spirits! He was felt a lot better. I sent him a daily scripture every morning and we would have gospel chats and talk about some of our favorite scriptures, what we learned. It made me feel closer to him and I loved him even more because of that connection we had through the gospel. When people say if you read the scriptures together and pray together it's almost dangerous because you tend to fall for them even more! Well it's true.. Michael has the most amazing testimony and strong spirit. I love him soo much and I got to know HIM for him. I have honestly never loved someone truly loved a man without the lust being a part of it.. but I've never had a physical relationship with Michael. We've always just been best friends and talked about each other and learned about each other every day. I can honestly say I know Michael for him. Soo the day finally came!! Michael got his call today!!! He's calling me tonight when he reads the call to his family! OH MY GOSH HE'S GOING TO VINA DEL MAR CHILE MISSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I started crying when he started reading it... my best friends were with me and they had to take the phone from me cause I was crying so hard... I was really excited for him and sad that I was about to let go of him for two years.. but over all I was just soo proud of him! He's come soo far and I know he's been wanting this more than anything and that's what helped me. He is finally ready to go serve for the lord. Now I have 3 months with my best friend til we are separated for two years. But the journey that's a bout to come is going to be worth the wait.