I couldn't be more proud of him... he's been the bestest friend a girl could ask for. Even though we had a rough patch in our time.. it still was helped me realize that even when we are separated I still wanted him. Heavenly father gave me a mini test... he took Michael a way from me for two years and gave me the chance to see what it was like to be have him gone... the one man that I loved more than anything.. I dated and I had some relationships that were a bit serious but nothing not one man could take my heart like Michael did. Michael and I have never had a physical relationship.. we had date nights every night.. on the phone.. we talked for about an hour to two hours and we would always ask one personal question and then ask about how our days were and what new things happened today. Then talk about our passions, what he hate, what we love, and everything else.. you can imagine that we got to know each other soo fast! I was his best friend and he was my best friend. We had each other to always be there for each other. It was the perfect relationship! When I read my nightly scripture studies I would usually text him about a question and ask his opinion on the verse I was just reading and the next day when he woke up he would text me back and we would have a spiritual discussion! It was seriously amazing. I did want to kiss him and I did want to be his girlfriend but we loved each other for each other and it I knew later on in our lives that we would get the chance to move on with our relationship because it felt so perfect. But heavenly father knew that if we kept at the pace we were 4 years a go we would not be able to make it in the future.. so he put a distraction in the picture for two years to help us grow and live a bit before we are meant to be together again. At first I was super mad and confused that this was happening because I knew he was the one! But as time went on I realized that heavenly father was showing me he is still the one and that I needed to see it without having him there in my life. I needed to grow in some areas before I get him back. I'm so lucky to have him in my life! Now I get to experience his mission with him and be that best friend again and be the girl he tells everything to. I'm so excited! It's been a great day but man it's sad looking at the 3 digit numbers on my wall... but it'll go by quickly and it'll be some of the best two years that we'll have together!
Two years is nothing compared to eternity!
DAY ONE, CHECK!!
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